::ugh::

Had my third wedding-related dream last night. The first to qualify as "bad dream".

It centered around things that are out of my control, and that I can't ultimately change. Kinda helpess (like those the-bell-rang-and-youre-late-to-class-and-getting-detention dreams I had in high school).

Woke up feeling disappointed and worried; sure hope these don't continue!

((The other two were also circumstances outside my control related, but I woke from those thinking, "oh well!" And feeling pretty OK))